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I have never felt the need to vindicate myself.. till now. Perhaps the stats of teens having pre-martial sex is so damn shocking, and Tyler have to giggle when he realize I'm still a virgin and  says its rare these days to actually hear the word, doesn't mean that if a girl and a boy sleeps together they are having sex.

Neither W and I wants to jeopardize our future by having a kid(No, abortion is not  a feasible solution because who are we to take away someone's life on the expense of our own mistake? So. Fucking. Irresponsible.) Also, you may go ahead and call me a prude, but I think it should only be done with people you love and is willing to bring commitment to a next level with. (i.e marriage) Obviously W and I have no plans of getting marry or whatsoever, neither of us have a career and I do not want to have a wedding dinner @ the coffee shop with cheapo wedding dress and dying flowers since neither of us are earning enough money.

And most importantly he loves me enough to respect my decision. (Y)